Saturday, June 30, 2007

Ohwells. School was a drag yet again. Mass was the most boring ever!
Grrrrrrrr. Was dying in the hall, packed like a sardine-can lah fucker.
The school's so slow with the installation of the air-con in the hall,
can't they work any faster? -.-" Gah whatever.

CLB was great, with lao shi of course! She's so cuteee, as cute as her china accent. Hahahahha! I took like plenty of videos & pictures of her, & she din scold me! Hahaha. [:

LOL! I look hideous here but I can balance the pen leh! Right? -.-"
Stop laughing ah!

Had a period of math only (THANK GOD), because the other period we had to proceed to the art gallery to view some art stuff which Laselle had put up -.-"
Soldiers are from the gallery. Soccer ball is from Ms Tweetybird Koh.
Took plenty of pictures but most of the pictures are with Abby Wong! ):
Had Bio for awhile, did the MCQs for 20 mins. Then I fell into deep slumber, was awaken by Abby I think? LOL! Grrrrrrr.

After school, headed to Tpy & met Fionn Chuah Chuah Chuah.
MRT-ed down to Dhoby to meet Abby & Naz. Studied for awhile, till 5.15?
Then Abby & Naz left ): Fionn & I went upstairs to talk.
Then we went crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyy with my camera.

After which, this guy asked me for a lighter. Duh I lent him.
Then he & his friend sat in front of me & Fionn then we started chatting,
His friend offered me Breezer but I rejected.
Fionn wanted it lah, STUPID PIG!
So we found out both of their names, Ben & Melvin! & they're from........
St. Gabs! Well Ben dropped out so he's in Simei ITE now. Hawhaw.
& the best part, they both look like Sherman & Javier! -.-"
Great ah! I made 2 new friends today. Wahaahhah!
& Ben said I looked like I join a gang and I'm P4? Wtf. Grrr.
I showed him my IC, as proof. Stupid arse. Only after he saw my IC then he believed me. ): When they finished their sticks, they left.
Then, Fionn & I were dumbfounded for awhile. LOL!
After a few mins, we went down & Fionn had her dinner.
Headed up again, where both of us studied. Saw the stupid Ben again & he waved. -.-"
Took pictures & all till 8.30pm then we left about 9pm?

Don't you just love my mashmellow eyebags?

Trust me, you're on my mind everyday.
There's a lil part in my heart that's still loving you.

1:48 AM

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Thursday, June 28, 2007

Grrrrrrr. I faired so badly in today's competition!!!!!!!
I got like 357/400? Fucking hell, I'm so disappointed in myself.
Zzzzzzz. But am glad that our team got like 3rd placing in the South-zone.
[[[[: C div clinched the 3rd placing in the South-zone too, hahahha. [:
Am proud of them but never gonna be proud of myself ):
So when's prize giving, when's prize giving? [:

9:23 PM

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Nationals tmr. Gaaaaahhhhhhhh! >:(

Wish me luck people [:!

9:12 PM

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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

We had two free periods today cuz Mrs Siau didn't turn up for lessons. Grrr.
Was looking forward to lessons cuz I din know how to do the hols hw.
But ahhhh, fuck it. I couldn't care less. [:
So during accounts, finished up the math hw and yada yada.

Up next was Bio, did 2 papers. Fell asleep for awhile since everyone took such a long time to complete it -.-" Woke up from my deep slumber as Ms Kwan was going through the answers, then my cam dropped on the floor while I was searching for something underneath my desk & Veronica screamed & like the last rows were all looking at me -.-" Thanks a lot Veronica!!!!! Luckily my iPod was on full blast, if not I would have !$*@)($!*)(

Awwww. Veronica just woke up! Hahaha. [:

After Bio was SS, oh my tweety bird grandmother came in!!!!!! [:
Wasn't productive at all, nothing was going inside my head.
Cuz seriously I was daydreaming the whole period.
Come to think of it, I can't remember any facts of which she taught today about Venice! Hahaha. Sad case ): Try harder Ms Koh! [:

Shot about 80 pellets today, compared to others I really shot a lot. LOL!
I was tired so I just shot like every other training lah. Grr. Haha.
I'm in love with my juniors. They're so cute & nice [: I just found out?

9:09 PM

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Monday, June 25, 2007

Yay, 1st day of school is overrr. Phew [[:
So many new teachers joined our school, grrrrr.
Am glad that our hall is air-conditioned, now we don't need to sweat like dogs in a chinese restaurant. Hahaha! Hmmmm.
School seemed KINDA short today.
AND, fuck that Farmer okay. Seriously, hahahaha. AND I couldn't care less about what she said about me during Geography.
To hell with her and her kite clothings.
Burn them all! Ohhhhhh & I love CLB cuz I love lao shi! HAHhaha! She cracks me up every lesson, yoyo. I left Abby's box of Oreo cereal on the table & started eating like a pig while she was teaching, & she took it away from meeeeeeee. & some dropped on the table so I ate it all up. LOL. With Dawn's help of course. :D
After recess was english, thennnnnnnn MATH! -.-"
Math was a damnnnnnnn drag, while he was teaching I was actually falling asleep.
My head was literally tilting lower & lower until it almost hit the table, LOL! I can't imagine that scenario man, I would be slaughtered by the stupid black phantom. Arse. I fell alseep for a few mins while the prayer was on. HAHAHA. Wtf, stupid me.
-Smacks forehead. Fenandez told me to do the charade if not I would have to be down for 1hour of detention. Luckily someone guessed correctly if not I'd be down for detention )': Then again, it will never happen to me. Wahahahaha.

After school, headed to Prata house at Thomson-son-son! Hahaha.
With my lovely babbehs of course!! [:
They areeeeeeee : Abby, Fionn, Justina, Dawn, Nurul, Veronica.
After lunch, almost everybody died after an over-dosage of pratas.
LOL! HMMMMMMMM.
Then, Justina, Fionn & I headed to The Cathay.
Did our homework there, Sister came down and she treated me to Ben & Jerrys!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! So happy. I love phish food :D
Went down again to continue my homework. Fionn was telling me really lame jokes which only she HERSELF could understand -.-" Moron leh.
But they both cracked me up like crazy! Dont know what power ranger & transformer thing thing lah -.-" Siao ding dongs that drive me siao! Haha.
Left the place about 6.30pm & yayyyyyy. Am I glad to be home cuz I'm shagged yoyo.
Talking about shagged, I have training tmr. Grrrrrr. But fear not because ----- will be there. Wheeeeeeeeee. & Shawn Ong Guo An is one helluva irritating fella!!!!! But helluva funny tooooo.

Can you see all the pigs tucking in? LOL!

CAN YOU SEE THE PIG'S HAND REACHING OUT FOR MY POOR SPOON? Aka Fionn da pig.
She can't resist my delicious Phish Food. Whahahaah.

9:22 PM

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Sunday, June 24, 2007

Tora = <3

What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do?

6:45 PM

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Saturday, June 23, 2007

Met Abby & Fionn at Tampines around 4pm, then we trained down to Changi! [:
Planted ourselves at Popeyes, had lunch & we did our homework. Well I din do much because I didn't know how to. LOL. So it was like more of daydreaming, bah.
The couple beside us were quarreling, so interesting lah. So I pretended to listen to my iPod but half of the time I couldn't make out what they were saying so Abby told me. LOL. Okay anyway, so we left the place about 8.30, I was contemplating if I should play lan at Cathay. Besides Fionn was gonna pick Justina after work, which is around 10.30pm. But I din go in the end because Fionn had to leave early, grrrrrr. When I reached home, I found out Fionn was gonna stay till 11.30 ): I could've played for.... say 2hours? & I'd be contented. ):

Take this happy ending away, its all the same.

11:50 PM

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Friday, June 22, 2007

Oh crap. Training today wasn't good for me, I didn't perform well.
Maybe I was tired or I was too hungry? Don't know lah, grrrrrr.
My stomach was growling like super loud, I bet the girl in front of me could hear.
-.-" Trained for two hours, shot 100+ pellets. Bla bla usual. & that stupid bitch made my Jeannel cry. She will suffer, burn in hell yo MF! LOL!

After training, MRT-ed down to toa payoh with Rachel & O-livia.
Fell asleep like any ordinary piggy yo! Then we alighted, I boarded the bus no. 31 to Katong. Met Sherman & Sista then we gamed for about 1hour30mins. We were rushing through C & C cuz we had to pick my brother up at Pasir Ris at like 7.30pm? Since he was coming back from camp. Grr. Fatass. Pwned Sherman & Sister's ass on the first round. I didn't complete the second round cuz I had the urge to play Doom3. So I quit the game, left Sherman & Sister to play themselves. LOL! Played Doom for awhile, Dad called and picked us up. Sherman went home via bus 12.

Picked brother up & headed for dinner. I love my brother's muscles yo! LOL!

Yesterday's pictures. Ya 3 pictures only. Others are like shit so STFU!

~~PS: I've got a crush on you.~~

10:29 PM

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YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS SE!
Finally got to hang out with my besttttt buddies after eons :DDDDD
Was ultra late in meeting my babbehs, Abby, Fionn & Justina!
Thanks to my wonderful sister who was taking her own damn sweet time.
Grrrrr. Stupid girl -.-"
Flew down to meet my babbehs (LOL) at The Grand Cathayyyyy!
Bought tix for Fantastic 4!!!!! Omgxzzxz. I love that show to the core people!
Haahha. The show quite lame lah, heroes and all but damn shiok!
Chris Evans is soooo hot. -drools. Wahahahaahha. Silver surfer too!
Can I have his board? Lol -.-"

Was freezing after the show, went down to 7-11 & got myself mushroom soup!
LOL! Stupid Abby kapo my soup. Grrrrrrrrr. So while waiting for Sam & Nina to arrive, I smoked a stick, & took plenty of pictures with my babbehs. Unfortunately, almost all the pictures we took I look so awful innit. So I don't think I'll post up any. I think! LOL.

Nina called & we walked back to Dhoby MRT to meet both of 'em. Trained down to Marina Bay! Took the bus 400, took like gazillion years to arrive. KNS! Ate until our stomaches exploded. LOL! Stupid food all so sai one. A very small range to choose from, even my fridge got more food than that stupid run down place lah! Grrr.
After dinner, smoked a stick then talked to Fionn [: I love you gf!!!!!! :D
Took the bus 400 back to the station.

Then trained home with Nina! Am tired. Zzzz.

Fucking hell training tmr at 9.30! ):
Finally!! I'll be gaming with Sherman & sister after. So I'm happy happy now! :D

12:01 AM

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Shot 130 pellets today! Arghf. Wasn't really tired, but my legs started to give way. Ended just in time, or my legs would have been broken. LOL. Irritating! Ate a lot today, or rather snacked a lot. Thanks to O-livia. HAHahah! Ended training around 6.15pm, was comtemplating if I should follow O-livia to Bishan cuz I din feel like going home, & I forgot to bring my iPod! Grrrrrr. But, I good girl lah, right? So I trained home :DDDDDDDD

He was once mine.

Tears well up in my eyes, but you know I'll get over you, someday. Just.. Someday. Can't you see me suffering?

To skip or not to skip training tmr. That is the question!
In order to meet Abby & co. I have to skip.... ):
Omg! Arghf. I really need to lan, anybody???????????? :'(

8:53 PM

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Training today wasn't tiring, I was surprised at my performance and endurance today actually. I actually shot 127 pallets. Hahaha. Record for me. [[[[:
Anyway, after training, met sista at tpy around 7. Then we took the bus no. 31 to Katong, the journey was like 45 min or less? -.-" Played like 3 hours of lan, stupid bus ride. Hahaha. Owned my sis's ass for the first game of C & C, and she owned my ass on the 2nd round -.-" Then, I played Doom3.. it makes me jump most of the time cuz of the stupid sound effects. But I love that gameeee! :DDD After, I played C & C 3 for a few mins ( was running out of time ), awesome game with superb graphics! [: & lastly, I played CS2 with my sister only -.-" OWNAGE YO! :D Ended lan about 11pm, dad picked us up. Had dinner at 11.50 LOL! Okay I'm a pig. Bleah. More lan sessions... Anybody?

So training is as usual tmr. Sigh 1.30-6
Gotta train hard and brush aside all my unwanted emotions.
Fuck those emotions & memories. Grrrrr.

This video drives me nutssssssssss!

2:00 AM

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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

FINALLY AM BACK FROM KL!!!!! [: MISSED EVERYONE TERRIBLY. [: I'm not gonna blog about my trip yo!

> Training tmr! ]: 1.30-6
Then I'll meet my sister to lan game! [:

& I'll leave you with my irritating picture. LOL!

1:55 AM

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Friday, June 15, 2007

LOL! Stupid bro.

Yayee. Training today was really good, although it was tiring I enjoyed it
I shot like 87 today. 10 shots were part of a mini competition again, had a score of 90/100 which is really bad, yet again. Grrrrr. I love the new rifles boy, damn fun to use. Unlike the other model, so gay! Hah.

SO, Dad came early & watched people shoot. Luckily I finished shooting early if not I'd be under extreme pressure -.-" Headed home when Mama Au finished her damn nagging. Stupid woman. Nag about the same thing over & over again, I know she like lah, but I don't like to listen can?! )$@&@!*$&!((*$! Reached home about 3+ , took a nap till.... 5+ Got up & did my hols homework. Unbelievable? Believe it! LOL! So, I have training next week, tues-fri. Then the week after, tues & wed is training AGAINNN. Then Thursday is the Nationals already! ): Wish me luck yo people.

Am going to KL tmr. Miss me yeah! Won't be sleeping tonight I guess! [:
AHAAHHAHA. & Shawn is like making me hyper online. His drawings are humurous!

ROFL. My bro has issues. Full of nonsense lah.

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

How ironic? It makes me wanna cry even more.

11:41 PM

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A month ago?

Training was so tiring, initially I didn't want to turn up for training cuz I wasn't in the mood, besides i psyched myself. BUT, my dad forced me, so I had to attend training. Haha. & I'm glad I did cuz we got to use the new rifle, but to dry fire only which was blardy sad ): Shot about 85 shots today, 60 shots were part of a mini competition. I had a score of 545/600. Which is really bad! Sigh ): I've neverrrr shot so many in my life before, I mean like during training. GRrrr. Torture. My legs were killing me. Trainings are sucha bore with the old rifles, the cocking itself is so tiring lah. -.-" Ahhhhh. After training, Javier & Abby came to the range to pick me up yo! Haha. Javier had to leave early cuz he had band ))))): Then Abby and I trained down to Dhoby Ghaut & walked to The Cathay to have Billybombers for dinner & at the same time ka jiao Justina & Fionn babbehs! HAHa. Had a great time with them, ESP RAJU. ( Hahaha. No kidding ) Begged Fionn for money cuz I wanted to get mushroom soup from 7-11! AHAHAHAHA. Late night snack yo. [: Waited for Justi & Fionn to knock off around 10.30 & I reached home like, 12MN? -.-" Then I ate again, HAHAHAA. Yea, call me a pig yo. I love to eaaaaaaaaaaaatttttt!

Training AGAIN!!! 9.30-2pm
WOOT! We get to use the new rifles tmr.

-GASP. Is it a crime to eat at 12MN?

12:57 AM

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Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Training was so afkjalkfjlkjgf today :( Rachel zipped my pants yo!!! HAAHHAAHA. So embarrassing okay, the guys behind & infront of me were like looking at me, all thanks to Rachel. Haahaha. Ass. Managed to unzip my pants thanks to coach. [: She saved me from my misery. Hahha. Shot for 2 hours, well close to 2 hours. Effing tiring la, stupid blueblacks on my hand are gna be like permanent cause I have training like tues-fri ): sigh. Okay wait, there's something to be happy about, finally we're getting 3 air rifles with the air stock. Whew [: Training was super tiring I swear!!!! ): So anyway, after training, Ms Mazlind gave Olivia & I a lift to Tpy central. Had pizzahut for lunch, AHAHAHHAA. :DDDDDD Student meal, really save money man seriously. I should have the set meal for like everyday yo. Cheapo stuff. Haha. Lunch was soooooo filling, omgzxzz. After lunch, Olivia left & I took a bus down to Shaw to meet Abby. [: Abby had macs for lunch & yeah I watched her eat. Sometimes I feel fast food is so blek. Makes me wanna puke. Haha. After much chit-chatting, we took a bus down to Far East. & we met this really queer woman on the bus, haha. We were both really freaked out, but it was cool cuz she's from Japan :D She asked the same question like thrice, so I was thinking does she have dementia or is she playing with me? Haha. Okay whatever. Got off the bus, walked to X Craft & got my ear pierced. Satisfaction guranteed! Haha. Next up was Wisma, we donated coins & got the stickers & started pasting on random people's bags. Poor fellas, they must be wondering when they ever donated. :/ ? Haha. Abby got her ear pierced at Bits & Pieces. Then we walked to Heeran & Cine, ultimate boringness! Bleah. Singapore is so effing boring & hot, someone please transport me to JAPAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alamak, sorry Shawn for not accompanying you for dinner.
Training tmr. 1.30-6 ):

11:52 PM

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Training was tiring + boring, but I enjoyed it somehow. Shooting makes me feel better, cause I always think of shooting that particular fella with every pull of the trigger. Haha its sounds like I have a mind of a murderer. But uh, wtf. Proper training started only at 4.45 & the schedule stated 1.30? Yeah right. Zzzz. Made me lose my beauty sleep. kjdafklladjlkfjd. Shot about 50 shots then trained down to Orchard to meet Shawn & Veronica. Walked to Far East first, Shawn got his stuff for himself. Wisma Atria was next, he bought a GAP shirt for his friend as a birthday gift, I chose the shirt so he better like it yo! Then we walked to..... Cine! Had to choose a pair of sandals for Shawn's friend again -.-" No wonder he asked me out today. Haha. Chose a white pair of sandals for his friend, 20% off yo! Good offer!!!!!! Omg, must buy a pair next time. Hahahhah. After buying all the stupid barang barang, we walked to Paragon's starbucks. We slacked and told each other stupid jokes. Shawn Ong = SO (asshole) Haha. Wtf, its fking lame but you can't blame me, it came from Shawn's mouth. Hahaahahaaha. & his friend's name is Zhong Sun = ZS (jackass) Lame things they think of in school. -.-" But Shawn entertained me a whole lot with his jokes, quite a fun company [: Oh & Veronica sucks, period. She bugged me the whole time for her effing 1 buck cause she paid for my curry puff. HHAHHAHA. Arsehole. I'm never hanging with you again! MUAHAHAHAHA!

Okay fuck, so I have training tmr from 9.30-2
After which, Olivia & I will be having Pizzahut for lunch....
Then I'll fly down to meet Abby at The Cathay [:

12:46 AM

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Met up with Abby, Justina & Fionn at PS macs around 11am [:
Had breakfast, Fionn ate REALLY FAST YO, like pig like that. Hahahaha. Well I can't blame her, she's one after all! LOL!
After breakfast, accompanied Justina & Fionn to their workplace (Billybombers)
Accompanied Fionn for awhile as she had to give out pamphlets, then Javier called & asked me about the venue & time to meet. Then I told him to train down to PS, headed to pizzahut around 1? & had lunch, LOL! Oh wait I barely touched my baked rice, I din finish my soup either ): Stupid coke. alkfjakfjjfkl. Javier came soon enough & he entertained us really well :D

Walked back to The Cathay to slack. Three of us shared our problems, which was really heart-warming [: I'm glad I've people around me that wanna listen to my rattling. Haha. Yeah. Budden, I was feeling down for awhile, headed down for a smoke. Left two of them alone to mingle, then Javier called and told me to stop smoking cuz he xim tia. (LOL) Blah, then I headed upstairs straight away & we all chatted. Then, I called Sherman to talk for awhile, he wanted to come down to meet us, so yeah. Chatted with Javier & Abby for awhile then they left cuz Sherman came to accompany me. Then we headed down for a smoke again, talked about losta stupid stuff -.-" Stupid boy. Haha. Then we walked back to PS to disturb Javier & Abby but they weren't there, so we trained to Esplanade to find them. Then 4 of us gathered together, only Javier, Abby & I did the most talking. Sherman think he damn cool -.-" So we slacked at Esplanade till 9, trained down to Cathay to pick Fionn up after her work, after which we went upstairs to the 5lvl to slack longer. Haha, yeah. Headed home via MRT, & Javier sent me home. It was really sweet of him [:

Oh no, training tmr!! Will be meeting up with Shawn and Veronica after training.
Or or or Javier? Lol. :/

I seriously don't know why the fuck am I feeling this way. Maybe I'm just treating him as a substitute, but at the same time I don't want to. I can't control my feelings. What am I to do? I'm in such a dilemma. I can't possibly fall for him! ):

1:53 AM

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